I wrote this on my last day of my industrial training. 26th June 2006.
Dear blog,
It was ages since I last jot something here. I wasn’t here actually. I was in penang, doing my industrial training or some called practical. I was there for 3 months. From naïve to knowing lots of things bout power plant. Lots??? I’m not sure but I think it’s quite a lot for me.
Penang thought me a lot. Either on working or life. There, I learn that people may change and take advantages as soon as you slip. There I saw how some simply love to help around. Good and bad, all mingle around. Yet to only grab the good ones, it’s almost impossible. Bad ones will somehow teach you a lesson.
I came here early April. I don’t have high expectations. Just hoping that everything goes well. There, I met another UNITEN student whom I only knew him by his name. Unlucky me, he already had a friend inside. So I had to make an all-alone start. Lucky it didn’t take long before I got new friends. Life at work begins at 0830. Yer rite…it never starts that early. We just arrive by that time. After that, all we did was sleeping, having breakfast or haha… playing carom. Then at 1030, work starts. Stop at noon for lunch and newspaper. Then if there’s work then it’ll go on. If no, then carom again. 1730 is time to go back. Sometimes join them for volleyball. Then home. Once a week, we went for futsal. If there’s a football match then I’ll play along. Up till the end, that’s how life goes. Only that it’s a lot busier towards the end.
I had some difficulties in getting a new place to stay once I arrived in penang. Lucky I managed to settle it. I live alone in this house. It was nothing new for me. I’ve been alone since I was a kid. I cook, wash dishes, and wash my laundry. All on my own. It was hard at first but after sometime I’m getting used to those activities. Actually the hard part was only at cooking. I never really cook before. Just “goreng telur” can la. Here I learn to cook few dishes. Eheh… enough for my own small appetite. What else I do at home?? Most of the time, I play FIFA Manager 06. There, I managed Sheffield United to Premier League. Then I played Oldham Athletic up until now. Currently Oldham have been promoted to Championship. I managed Iran to quarter-finals of World Cup 06. I did managed Cameroon and Ireland to win the World Cup 06 also. Currently I’m in-charge of Czech Republic. So far we’ve won all our Euro 08 Qualifying matches. Haha… I really got nothing else to do eh… Honestly there is a lot of work. But it’s better for me to do it during office hour. Home is a place to enjoy and relax.
Life however, is not so beautiful. So many things happened between me and her. Happiness and sadness seems to come together. Happy for a minute and sad during the other. We both tried to sort things out, yet problems kept coming. One part that I don’t like, there’s lots of disturbances by others. I won’t mind if it is for the better of us but some are making it worst. I don’t know who. I wish I can get to know them. Many judge me before they even know my full name. I’m not specifying this to any individuals. I might do the same before. Again, I won’t mind if this people did not disturb my life. But since they have, why not I say something. I’m still looking for these people. I want to know why they said all those words. For what particular reason? Some even send her messages that say things. For what? I don’t know why this idiots live on this earth. I would say that these are idiots that will destroy our nations hope. Why I say that? Don’t this people have other things to think of, instead of taking his/her time to just write up something that hurts other people. If he/she believes whatever he/she says is right, why hide yourself? Only cowards do that. Idiots too. One day I will find this person.
